Life is crazy

So it has been crazy in our house this past month. Ryan got a new job mid Septemberish and then got laid off last week. He has been actively searching for a new one but the economy is just in a bad place right now so we are struggling with that. So please keep us in your prayers he finds something soon. He also got a letter in the mail from the Marine Corps and he was recalled. Which means, he has to go to a meeting on Wednesday for that and he would be getting deployed in March. If he didn't want to go that route then he could re-enlist. He will most likely be re-enlisting since who knows how long he could be deployed for, and with him re-enlisting he would get a bonus. He will make his final decision after he goes to the meeting.

The babysitter Billy goes to is awesome and we all love her but she is moving to Germany at the beginning of the year. So yet again we are on the search for a new daycare. It really sucks since she was reasonably priced and Billy LOVES it there. So hopefully we can find someone who we like and soon. 

Today I am actually going to the doctor to get put on some different medication for my depression. What I am on now is just not working for me anymore. Somedays I feel like it is making it worse and that is just not good. I hope to find something that works. 

Saturday was Ryan's grandpa's funeral. He passed away from a stroke and loss of to much blood. He was in his garage working on some sketches and got up to fast we think and fell under his stairs in the garage and was trying to grab the phone but it came unplugged. There was blood all over the place. It was such a horrible sight to see. He wasn't found for 2 days. His daughter found him which would be horrible to find your parent like that. His grandma had divorced him a few weeks prior and moved out a week before. So if she hadn't done all that he would probably still be here. The funeral itself was full of drama as expected, and on top of that Billy was cranky. So during the service me and Billy drove around the small town. I was hoping he would fall asleep, but no such luck. 

So this month has been crazy. I just hope things start calming down.

First time writing

So this is my first time writing in here and being a blogger. 

Billy is getting so big! I remember when I first found out I was preggo with him. That was such an awesome feeling. What go me to think of this was when I was talking to an old friend today about how we miss our babies being babies. I miss that since he was never into anything or running around the house. But then again I like him at this age too. He is getting to where he will tell me what he wants so I can't wait for him to tell me when he isn't feeling well. 

On to other things. I have joined Weight Watchers and 24 Hour Fitness Gym. I have been going to WW for a little over a week and going to the gym for two weeks. I lost 1.4lbs so far at WW and I am so proud of myself for wanting to loose my baby weight and to eat healthier, feel better, and look better. I can't wait till I can fit into some old clothes. I know my time with come. 

Work has been ok I guess kinda slow but some days are better then others. Ryan's work has been REALLY slow. Like today he was off work by 2pm. Needless to say we are going to be financially struggling in the next few week if this keeps up.

I am hoping I can keep up with this and write a few times a week.

Have a good week!!